Desert Journey – Day 8

Feeling a bit fatigued this morning and wondering what this time with Jesus will yield. Jesus already knows that and suggests we walk. There is something about walking that is therapeutic, maybe it’s the rhythm. I don’t really know, but walking with a friend is good.

Our pace is casual. My heart begins to open. Trailblazing is hard Lord. He smiles in acknowledgement. Creating inroads, figuring out which is the best route when there is no pre-existing path, is exhausting. No roadmap, manual or clear direction, makes it hard for the type A planner in me. I realize I am talking to the Trailblazer who brought newness in every sense of the word. “Who are your companions,” Jesus asks? Several, I reply. “Lean in,” he says.

Lean in…I hear that phrase often, but I am not sure if I completely understand what it means to do that. Websters dictionary says, to lean is to rely for support or inspiration. That helps. I am reminded of the song by Bill Withers, “Lean on me, when you’re not strong and I’ll be your friend I’ll help you carry on.” I ask myself, how can a friend know I need help carrying on if I don’t tell them?

The song goes on…”Please swallow your pride. If I have things you need to borrow for no one can fill those of your needs that you won’t let show.” I never noticed that verse. Truth spoken touches my heart. Where do I need to swallow my pride and ask for support or inspiration to help fill a need? Something I will think about today…

It is much nicer to go for a walk with a friend than to walk alone. A rhythm evolves and we cover ground. Every so often I remember to look back and observe how far we have come. Although there may be many more miles to travel, I believe God gives the trailblazers a precious gift – of one day arriving at a glorious vista and welcoming our friends.